I hung out with my Chilean housemate tonight, Jesus, and two of his friends....
Tomás seemed really cool, although I cannot fault Gonzalo just because he's naturally shier.
Tomás has this way of open looking at you and making you feel like he's really interested in you, ... except I know he's gay! I almost wondered if he's bisexual! (Wow! I almost wonder if I can hear them 'romping' in the other room now!)
I (we) tried to give Jesus advise about his ex (of about 11 days, Ale)... at the end of the day I pretty much said to Jesus (in Spanish) 'you're an adult. We've all tried to give you advice, but....' Not sure how that went down if Tomás is now giving the down and dirty as I speak! Ha ha, I think the salad I prepared as we all went to bed (and as Gonzalo appeared to prepare to sleep on the sofa) will take me longer to eat than their rompings! Just in case, I'd better put on NME radio! (Although in fairness, what I CAN hear doesn't overtly sound of sex!)
In my own life I've been so stressed and depressed about lack of money. I've got more work next week, and the week beginning 5 March will be better. But I won't see real money (i.e. will struggle with income with March's income) until April.
Hmmm... there's more that I want to say, but I won't do it... I need to get this sent posted tonight!
But... the loss of my 2010 hard drive 'Great Delete' hit home last night... no need to start trying to migrate things without trying Windows Media Player first...
I feel an idiot saying this. But the whole point of this blog was for me to be able to say things when I was fucked and when I felt like ending my life. I've felt like ending my life for days. And I can always delete this.
Sending a post card to June Watkins is the best idea I've had in months.
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