So, I went and taught a private lesson for an institute student and her boyfriend. Wow, I'm well impressed with the boyfriend! Definitely a positive vibe going on!
I'm not after him or anything, but after being in Santiago four and a half months it was amazing to meet a Chilean at least 6'1", with the build and features of a European (Christ, that sounds so racist, I do apologise. I'm sorry to be heightist, too.) Brilliant sense of humour, good-looking - in my opinion, intelligent, self-assured in that he runs a business with international clients from home and has his own house, 40 years old (haven't really recently met anyone near my age, let alone older. And five years isn't so much....
Hmmm... I don't know what I think about all that. It spurs me on to further thoughts. Does it give me hope where I had none? Am I capable of, would I really, think about someone else's boyfriend? Does this mean I'm ready to meet someone again? What do I want, as I've gone out and had 'a bit of fun', but this is different?...
What do I want?
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