I've had a bit of a crazy night... I've got to be up for a full day's work tomorrow in like six hours after a Wednedsay's night of 'weekend fun'.
So all shall be ready for me to explain tomorrow if I haven't burnt the shit out initially, including how I got on....
But I got FED up of smoking! Have done it for eighteen years, tried the cold turkey methods and the nicotine gum method (patches seemingly not available in Chile).
I've got my LAST cigarette tonight! (OK, drank too much wine and had some coke for the first time in MONTHS, which was especially stupid given that tonight's not a Friday or Saturday.) But, I will suffer tomorrow, but also, whilst I'm weak enough to not give up the nicotine, I've got weeks' supply of no tar, carbon monoxide, formaldehyde, whatever is in that shit....
I know it's not the same as cold turkey, but after my failures I've still reached the point that I don't want to smoke anymore, and this has got to be better than nothing!
I may keep continuous updates on here... really want to not smoke anymore, due to good friends (so many good stories shared that I shan't repeat here) and a bit of booze and a bit of unexpected coke this is NOT the best night to do this... but I've got one cigarette left.
Which foolishly I will smoke now, so I can start waking up in 6+ hours tobacco cigarette-free.
-- I am aware how foolish this post sounds; it certainly doesn't like I'm trying to quit smoking with the all-important plan, or support from my friends, but really I've got fed up with being a tobacco smoker, I'm going to see how this all goes.--
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